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Feb. 6th, 2003 12:25 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
drunkoffthestarsI wrote something last night. It felt good. And I was more than tempted to post it, but it wasn't done yet. So I didn't.
And I'm so unbelievably frightened to post this sucker. It isn't done yet, and I think it won't be done for a while, at least a couple more days. So I have time to get the fuck over it. It's not like all that many people would be reading it. Anyone, really. And there are really not that many people in this world who will come right out and say, GOD U SUK! or a more coherent, properly spelled version thereof. So, I shouldn't be all that shaky.
Also, I feel like I'm cheating, somehow. I'm not really writing a story. I'm writing little vignettes or sketches or something. Where there is no beginning, middle, or end, and there never will be. There is no conflict, no resolution, no nothing. It's just little bits and pieces in my head that make me go awwww so I decided to try and write them down.
And I have a really short version and a really long version and I can't tell which is better, or if one is better than the other and it terrifies me. For no good reason. Damnit. I'm supposed to b e a self-confident, self-assured, together, with-it person. I should be able to judge this sort of thing. I'm reasonably intelligent, etc.
ok, that's enough of me being dumb for one day.
Must attend class. stupid class.
And I'm so unbelievably frightened to post this sucker. It isn't done yet, and I think it won't be done for a while, at least a couple more days. So I have time to get the fuck over it. It's not like all that many people would be reading it. Anyone, really. And there are really not that many people in this world who will come right out and say, GOD U SUK! or a more coherent, properly spelled version thereof. So, I shouldn't be all that shaky.
Also, I feel like I'm cheating, somehow. I'm not really writing a story. I'm writing little vignettes or sketches or something. Where there is no beginning, middle, or end, and there never will be. There is no conflict, no resolution, no nothing. It's just little bits and pieces in my head that make me go awwww so I decided to try and write them down.
And I have a really short version and a really long version and I can't tell which is better, or if one is better than the other and it terrifies me. For no good reason. Damnit. I'm supposed to b e a self-confident, self-assured, together, with-it person. I should be able to judge this sort of thing. I'm reasonably intelligent, etc.
ok, that's enough of me being dumb for one day.
Must attend class. stupid class.
